That’s where you will be if you don’t quit doing what you are doing now it always leads to the following I got locked up several times in my addiction and most people who have addiction issues get locked up or get put in psych wards for being out of it all the time or death I can’t count anymore how many people that have overdosed or drank themselves to death in the last five years.
I went through all of these things for years and years always thinking I would be fine but my life wasn’t fine i treated my family like crap , stole from family members for money for drugs and booze. Lost my licence had 6 duis this is nothing but INSANITY living this way it does not have to be this way.
I am 2 years sober this year , feels great and I’m doing this for myself this time I am an alcoholic and a drug addict but I take it one day at a time if i do what i did yesterday today then I’m going to be sober the next day too. I have my family back it took a lot of work and a lot of patience the desire to get high or drunk goes away the longer that you stay clean the better your life will get. I care about myself and other people today I could of never got sober without meetings so please give them a try. There are other people just like you that have gone through the same things we have. Start coming to meetings and you will get sober and live a sober life with all of us!